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Date: 2022-11-15 05:11 pm (UTC)...if you're just not thinking about stuff, it's okay, [she starts, rather awkwardly fiddling with her fingers and looking away.] ...but... ...if, um. If you need someone who had sort of the same stuff happen, to, to talk to...
...Even stuff that was...really recent, it's sort of the same... ...I can do that. ...I just thought that was important to say.
[Briefly, she flicks her eyes up- gauging the response before looking down and muttering.] ....I didn't even tell Tsukikage when it happened though so... ...I don't want everyone shouting about it...
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Date: 2022-11-15 11:38 pm (UTC)What happened to me is a fate I would not wish on anyone.
[Anyone, but LEAST of all Reira, who is a child. Just the thought of it makes his blood boil. But she thought to come all the way here, to tell him this in spite of also keeping it to herself...so he isn't about to rebuff her or turn her away.
Sparkling leans over the bar with his arms folded on the edge, regarding Reira with concern.]
I promise, whatever you say here will not leave this place. You have my word.
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Date: 2022-11-16 03:20 am (UTC)Um! Like I said, if you don't wanna talk, then that's fine- mostly..um, even though it happened a long time ago for me, I just didn't want you to think you were alone. ....Things that hurt...hurt more when it feels like it was 'only' you, so it's important to even just know that.
[Also his way was way worse, but, she won't clarify that bit!!] ....also don't be a tiny faerie around cats and manticore who are cats... [she mutters, frowning at the floor a moment.] ...that's important.
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Date: 2022-11-17 10:48 pm (UTC)[Sparkling feels his heart sink when Reira says that, because you don't need to be a genius to put two and two together.]
...I will be truthful, I had no plans to talk about it with anyone outside of a few of my closer friends who I felt needed to know why I was gone for so long, and even then I didn't go into great detail. But...that choice, unfortunately, has already been taken from me.
[Intentional or not.]
That said...it shows a lot of trust that you're willing to talk with me about a similar experience you have had. I know that...dying in such a way isn't uncommon here, but I feel like our experiences were different.
[It's different being so small and helpless.]
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Date: 2022-11-18 02:04 pm (UTC)I'm pretty sure most people don't die...that way though, yeah. 'an I can't say one way is worse than anything else- that's not fair for anyone else, but...
[It's very different. Very, very different.] Umn-
But, another thing I wanted to say is...even if some stuff doesn't get better and go away, a lot still does..! ...So. ...It might not be all okay but...it'll get a little ok.
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Date: 2022-11-19 07:37 pm (UTC)That is a relief to hear. It's been...quite hard in the moment to deal with, I'll admit. The thought that I might never have a chance to get past it also crossed my mind.
[It doesn't help that the wound keeps inadvertantly being reopened, of course.]
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Date: 2022-11-23 02:37 am (UTC)It's important to know. And until then, you just have to do your best with other things you like to do.
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Date: 2022-11-23 04:31 pm (UTC)[He sighs, propping his head up against a wingtip.]
Small pleasures and all that, I suppose...
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Date: 2022-11-26 02:42 pm (UTC)[...She is now starting to look a little nervously at the basket.]
Um...I got it right though, right? These are 'okay' foods..?
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Date: 2022-11-26 11:20 pm (UTC)[He turns to look at the basket proper as he says that, taking note of the crackers in particular.]
Honestly, you would have probably been fine giving me most anything that wasn't a cookie, but that's a bit of a no-brainer. If it helps, as a Vampire, I tend to stray towards fruits and vegetables more these days. My system doesn't...really handle meat all that well, not unless it's just blood.
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Date: 2022-11-30 09:40 am (UTC)[She did it!]
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Date: 2022-12-01 12:35 am (UTC)[He's still getting used to this sort of thing, people thinking of him even if he's not known them for very long. It makes him feel very lucky.]
I won't forget to pay your kindness forward.
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Date: 2022-12-02 02:59 pm (UTC)Mnh- but it's a gift, you're not supposed to pay anything to anyone from that...
[sir-]
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Date: 2022-12-05 01:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-12-07 03:41 pm (UTC)Well as long as it's not something you wouldn't...Not do I guess?
[She's a bit confused but perhaps that's because Reira appears to Always be paying it forward.] Um! I hope a lot of others help you too though.
...
Maybe not with baskets though, or some of the fruit could go bad.
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Date: 2022-12-08 12:53 am (UTC)[Hm. Speaking of...]
Actually...would you like to help me with some of this while you are here?
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Date: 2022-12-09 02:21 pm (UTC)[Oh!!!]
Is that okay?
[he just asked you kiddo]
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Date: 2022-12-10 05:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-12-12 02:37 pm (UTC)[And share they shall, then.]